Wednesday, June 21, 2023

HEALTHY

 healthy:

1. adj. Who enjoys perfect health. 4. adj. Free from error or vice, upright, morally or psychologically healthy. Healthy principles. Doctrine, healthy criticism. 5. adj. Safe, without risk. 6. adj. Sincere, with good intentions.

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I grew up with a defense system in my body that is enviable, I almost never get sick, and it is super, along with my low sugar problems and with my touches on the blood pump, it feels super to almost never get sick and in In some cases, one even feels superior to the rest of the fucking mortals who continually get sick.


And maybe right there is the crux of everything I want to say.


I consider myself to have sound doctrine. I have read, I have studied, I have filled myself with the Bible so that all my beliefs and PRACTICES are based on correctly contextualized biblical passages.


In the process I had to renounce religious beliefs and practices that I had for more than 30 years. In the process I have had to endure a lot of contempt, endure abandonment from my family and be considered "The one who went crazy from reading so many books" although in truth I read more Bibles than books and every book I read I read with Bible in hand. , filtering each phrase and each day expressed in the books through the Bible. But I'm still the one who went crazy reading books.


In the process I also realized that not everything that looks healthy is healthy and that boasting about health is probably a problem with the fact that there is actually illness.


Sometimes we forget that saying has to be accompanied by DOING. We forget that the gospel is practical. It has nothing to do with how much you know about the Bible but how practical it is.


And this has been the failure of many people of sound doctrine. I want to remember something that happened to me in December of this year, I went to a city where they paid me to go, the word I said was not liked and I had no way to return to the city where I am living and it occurred to me to go to several groups of Facebook of sound doctrine and ask the group administrators to support me.


Some of the administrators of the good-natured groups decided to publish in the groups the message that I sent TO THEM and that's when I started to see notifications on my comments face and I asked myself, What comment if I haven't published anything? and what I'm starting to read in the comments on INSULTS! And phrases like "This Facebook group is not for collecting collections but for talking about the word"


The beloved brothers of sound doctrine doing these things? My heart couldn't believe it! But doesn't my Bible say that if there are people who should help those in need, we are Christians? But doesn't my Bible say that we must first help our brothers in the faith? Obviously in none of the sound doctrine groups could I get even a dollar.


I went to Twitter and between PURE UNGODLY we collected a little more than half of the money. Something that should be embarrassing but some have such a thick heart that they will read this and rather get upset with me when in reality they should get upset with themselves and reconsider.


On another occasion I needed a lot of spiritual help, I was in a very, very rough moment of desperation and I entered the networks and it was disappointing. If I have a whole life in this, yes, I know more about the Bible than many, but every man at some point is going to need advice, he is going to need spiritual help, they can deny it all they want and they can say "Go and get into your own situation." Fourth, what you need is God" but the truth is that we understand it today or tomorrow, but we are going to need help from flesh and blood, advice from someone of flesh and blood.


And the answers I received was "In your city there are no elders you can talk to" (12 o'clock at night I have no Christian friends in this city I only know the traps and heresies that each pastor does)


Another on Twitter, seeing that I was making tweets asking for help from many people, "Don't respond to that one, that's an evil bot", another sister of 100% healthy Reformed doctrine blocked me. (I have the screenshots of all that)


And a desperate fight against suicide was super urgent, motivated by not understanding the same God who allowed me to have such a rubbish life and not understanding his justice since I was a child seeing so many pastors, including my own pastor father, doing evil and all kinds of disasters in the church and it seemed that God supported him in everything while my life is a miserable life, of humiliation, mistreatment and contempt.


Guess who did answer? Sergio Gebel, Pentecostal, who believes in speaking in tongues, in the gifts, 100% continuity...


Many of today's sound doctrine have become modern Pharisees, they have a lot of letters, a lot of knowledge, but love and compassion have left them aside.


It is of no use to us to even know which side of the bed Spurgeon ate or how he liked his toast and to have the best theology in the world if we do not have compassion for those in need.


If that day I had committed suicide biblically speaking, my blood would fall on each of those people to whom I wrote.


According to what I have read, Spurgeon died poor, he gave everything he had. Calvin's church was known as the church of the true gospel because they took care of every needy person in the church and throughout the city. I see many Calvinists but few who imitate Calvin's life. Many praise the lives of the great men of God, but do not shed a drop of sweat to live as they lived.


I do not intend to insult anyone with this publication because then I would end up being just like you and no, I want to be from that remnant of Sana Doctrina that if they are healthy, when I have had only one loaf to eat, if my neighbor does not have anything to eat, we will both eat half bread and I am not saying something that I would do in the future, but that I have already done it and that my Pentecostal neighbor (melany) has also done with me.


I am not interested in their knowledge if their lives do not reflect Christ. I have met people who have a lot of knowledge but no heart. I'm not interested in those people, I don't want to hear them or even tell the time.


By the way, you can remove me from your groups if you want. I just came to say this word of reflection that others like P.Washer, McArthur and I think Pipper have already said.


Kisses, I am the profebubba

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