I'm going to try to go fast.
Uhmmm, I'm not a cat lover, but where I am I was forced to have problems with mice. Here where I am living, receiving real love, as Messi says, "It is not given to me."
A cat we had here had a litter of kittens and suddenly one started to get on me, every day she wanted to be on top of me, but she got a sick one which apparently was very painful for her and until the day she died. was on me.
Then another kitten also gets attached to me and begins to show me love like no other person or animal in my life and suddenly he also gets the same disease and I had to put him down because I couldn't stand his cries of pain and crying I put him down and while he was crying and he sacrificed him and told him "I'm doing this because I love you" (Obviously we couldn't take him to a vet because we don't even have food to eat)
In each case I prayed for them and after they were not healed, my problems with God began as to why He had not healed them.
Another cat in the litter starts with the same thing and I was already preparing to sacrifice it, but in this case I did something different, I prayed to it and it was not healed but instead of getting upset with God I said to myself "What if I search on the internet which one is the disease and if there is any natural remedy for it?"
Although we have internet we still use the neighbor's internet (with permission) and we get everything and yesterday we officially "registered" the kitten.
All of this brought me a great lesson because until now what I had done was pray and then suffer and question God as to why he had not performed the miracle if he saw everything that the animal was suffering and everything that I was suffering.
It may seem obvious to you, but for me it was a great teaching about God.
Kisses, I am the miaaaauuuu profebubba
(yes, the joke was bad but it made me laugh)
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